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Artist's
Statement
I think this is the hardest part...telling why I do what I do. After hours and hours, spent writing it down, I read it over and it always falls short, or too far to the left or right...too self-conscious, over-thought, over-explained, under-explained...and, in the end it always just boils down to the simple fact that I do it because I can't help it.
But ...I
can tell you my favorite parts of doing it... I love lines and colors.
I love the human form. I love what light does and the challenge
and reward of recreating the illusion. I love the magic of inspiration
using me as conduit...the miracle of a thought or feeling or vision becoming
suddenly or painstakingly tangible. I love getting dirty hands and
paint on my face. I love it when someone finds something of themselves
or for themselves, in an image that I realized. I love the solitude
of the process. I love blank sheets of 300 lb. watercolor paper.
I love sharp pencils and new pointy brushes, and old scruffy brushes.
I love the smell of turpentine, but not all the time. I love it
when a painting paints itself. I love my sketchbooks, ink spilled
on the floor, new kneaded erasers, 5 minute figure studies, getting lost
in working, painting all day outside, making a mess in the studio and
cleaning up the studio so I can start a new mess.
I love
my family for letting me have space for this in my life. I love
the other artists in my life who shore me up and support me and excite
me and inspire me. I love this cursed blessing and this blessed
curse.
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